- Tempo: 6 mi @ 7
- Threshold: 6 x 1 mi repeats @ 6:29 pace
- Long Run: 12 mi 8 min long pace, last 6 miles new 6:47 goal pace
- EZ: 8 mi 8:30 pace
I'm on a journey to self actualization as an athlete so please enjoy each snapshot in time as I reflect upon life's experiences along the way.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Fresno Half Marathon
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Pine to Palm 100
O'Brien Creek marked the completion of the first 13 miles. The uphill trail had multiple switch backs and I noticed 5 runners overstepped a marked log on the ground missing a turn so I took off after them and brought them back on course. The course was well marked and heeding the race director's advice if you take responsibility to keep your head up looking out for typical trail markings you won't get lost.
Running to Steamboat Ranch at mile 20 my training partner Josh enjoyed conversational pace with fellow runners on the trail, finding out where they were from and the story that lead them here. He also commented that I was quieter than usual and noticed I had an inward focus trying to digest the sheer magnitude of the distance we just fully committed to by starting. I had thoughts flashing through my head about preserving energy & slowly entering into my game face rather than diving in head first like I typically do.
Then came the wake up call, shit I heard behind me. A screaming yell so I turned & found Josh sitting down on the trail. My heart beat skyrocketed with a rush of adrenalin, this could not be good. Josh must have kicked a branch on the ground instigating two bees to sting him and from what I recall he always avoided bees in our training routes because he's allergic to them. In response to the sting, he wanted to get to the next aid station ASAP to have it treated and avoid an unknown reaction on the trail. Not to mention the cost of a back country rescue in these woods. He told me to meet him at the next aid station and takes of at a sub 7 minute mile pace which is a risky pace faster than anyone else at that early point in the race.
As I continue running, that one scenario we specifically agreed to avoid just occurred, he was no longer running behind me, an approach we planned to ensure the greatest chance of a finish together. After months of practicing every aspect of this race in training we could, an element out of our control, a little bee, just took over the plan.
Come to find out, because Josh was running scared to the next aid station to treat the bee sting settling, he ran down hill at too risky of a pace and this gamble cost him a sprained ankle. By the time I meet him at the aid station to assess the damage of the bee stink, I realized he was not going to make it as his ankle appeared swollen, the same size of his calf. Josh and the aid station medic confirmed how it looked, he was out but being head strong he paced with me to Seattle Bar ignoring the pain just to get that self confirmation & allow the fact to settle in this really did just happen.
After leaving Josh, I picked up a new group. A couple kids I dubbed the Montana boys whom I meet the night before at the pre-race dinner. I introduced them to other runners we came upon as such, the Montana boys. Those kids were running strong, tall & shirtless but I got the sense this would be short lived after finding out the strenght of their youth came with no experience under their belt at any significant distance to warrant the pace they held this early in the race. Then came the most seasoned ultrarunner I’ve ever run with, Todd Ragsdale, whose credentials included 30 ultra's including one he ran completely barefoot. When he told me to slow the pace, I heeded his advice. We ran side by side and for about a dozen miles before he left me at the Squaw Lakes aid station at 37 where I took a break to shed some gear including leaving my backpack and shirt. As it turns out, that guy Todd held that same smart pace for the rest of the race going from the 20-30 field position to finish 7th simply due to attrition from those in front not staying even with their early pace. Todd demonstrated to me how to race smart at these events.
At the Squaw Lake loop around the lake the pack dispersed and I ran with one runner, Randy Nidalmia. I had meet Randy the night before at the pre-race dinner and marked him as someone I wanted to run with when I found out he's a 10:20 Ironman athlete and 2:56 marathoner. Credentials I aspire to. His wife was great and shared sunscreen with me at the aid station which was nice since I was crewless. She was hilarious too, she’s a nurse and wore a nurses Halloween costume to contribute to the ultrarunning vibe.
Running with Randy at the French Gulch Divide, I had him look away from the trail and out at the vast tree landscape and by doing so, your eye's are so used to the movement of the trail that they play an illusion with the tree's landscape moving in an outward motion. Randy and I admittedly were in the zone, in a running trance. The best way to explain the running trance to a non runner is think entering pirates of the caribbean davy jones locker for the race and leaving this place at the finish. During this trance you are aware of your thoughts as they impact performance and physically hyper sensitive to taste, touch, feel, etc. It a very primal state of being fully aware of living in that exact moment, like an animal must feel.
At this point, my nutrition was on schedule. This included one eGel plus one salt tab an hour and two bottles of electrolyte fluid between each aid station. I felt very good rehearsing this nutrition plan in training and felt good executing it today. The large number of eGel's I took in like clockwork was more than Randy could imagine taking in himself and witnessed it impact his performance. As we descended Hanley Gap, he could no longer hold my pace and we parted ways. It was good running with this new friend.
Climbing Dutchman peak I was alone at mile 61. Going beyond the 100K has been a significant waypoint in my mind where I take my first step running further than I’ve ever run before. To compound the virgin distance, the sun was setting and along with it the temperature drops. As the temperature dropped, I was not uncomfortable because running kept my core warm but my extremities got cold, most significantly my hands. This started to impact me when I realized my thumbs were so cold I could not physically open an eGel packet no matter how hard I tried. I continued on just knowing I was missing my one eGel per hour interval hoping there was an aid station just around the corner.
When I did reach the next aid station, I intentionally played catch up eating deli turkey wrapped avocado and walked away to allow my big meal of the day to digest. As I pressed on, it continued to get cold. I over estimated where to check in my drop bag which would not be until Glade Creek at mile 73. At this point it was dark and I turned my headlamp on. My nutrition dilemma solved at the last aid station would be short lived as I still did not have my jacket and my thumbs were once again frozen unable to open an eGel. Then came the aid station with miso soup, food never tasted so well. This was still not the aid station with my jacket but fortunately there was Josh and Trish with my spare drop bag. Josh pulls out my puffy brooks jacket, pearl izume gloves and powered by warm miso soup I was back in the game.
Arriving at the Wagner Gap aid station mile 80, the field was getting thin. This aid station was on the side of a ridge with gusty winds. Based on my experience skiing in bad conditions, if you stop at the lodge you don't go back out so being prepared by meeting Josh and Trish at the prior aid station, I blew through this one only changing my shoes and socks from my drop bag and not succumbing to the other comforts drawing everyone in to stay. I pressed on through the night on the Wagner trail perfectly warm and perfectly able to stay on track with my nutrition.
Nutrition and running was going well. But my demons came in the form of being tired from lack of sleep with no access to caffeine and I was alone without a pacer next to me to help stay awake. If you have ever driven your car tired you know your skills are just as impaired as driving drunk and being so tired I was running and swerving all across the trail. Spiralling downhill in my thoughts and my tracks while descending, a car light came up behind me and there was my second save of the day, Josh and Trish. They pulled up behind me with my emergency aid bag which I had tucked a Red Bull into. That Red Bull kept me going to the end of Wagner Gap.
Then came Wagner Trailhead at mile 82. This would be interesting, heading off the dirt road and onto the trail in the middle of the wilderness in the middle of night and at this point, a little sketch as I could fall asleep mid flight standing up. I told myself, don't get lost on this trail, stay awake and would have been willing to double back at any point I stopped seeing trail markers. But I continued on course and felt assurance as I passed each trail marker, even though the trail itself was sketchy with overgrowth. To combat the sleepiness, I would run on the trail and every quarter mile reach a tree to lean up against for 10 seconds to close my eyes for a mini break before trekking on. I almost fell asleep leaning up against those trees but the intervals worked to break up the distance and fatigue into manageable piences and I barely made it to the top.
At the top of Wagner Glade at mile 85 I meet two college students camping out and I stared at the mat next to their blazing fire. Their instructions were to pick up the flag at the top of the climb, the final 3 mile peak, then after bringing them the flag all that is left is a half marathon downhill to get home. I was drawn by that fire, way more appealing than leaning up against those trees. I laid myself down and just before falling asleep from exhaustion; I had that shock that goes through your nerves waking me up just enough so I could talk myself into just picking up that flag first before taking a nap.
Picking up that flag at the final peak was gratifying and along with it came sunrise presenting the most amazing views and a sense of renewal. The flags were placed on top of a rock formation they made you climb and at the top you could see 360 views, everywhere I just ran and the lights of Ashland where I would finish. I ran right past that camp fire on my way down & felt the emotions running through me as I overcame that struggle within.
On the way down I ran along side Juliano Wilson. This guy was a character, had a thick accent and was joined by his wife to pace him. I was descending faster on the single track and looking forward to that last aid station. All of a sudden, I heard Juliano scream behind me, waving his hands in the air. I was so fatigue I just stopped like a deer in the headlights. Ten feet away, a bear ran by straight through bushes stomping and breathing loud. It was watching me and Juliano had scared it away. It was brown and what must have been a teenager in size and I hugged Juliano and his wife for looking out for me. We ran home together.
The feeling of arriving in town in Ashland was surreal. People in the neighborhood looked at me like I was an animal and I felt like one. Completely stripped down from comforts to the basic simplicity of running and the heightened awareness of being fully present in the moment with one senses is primal. Crossing the finish line I realized I had acquired the ability to run 100 and the journey I took to accomplish this had transformed me in many ways. I had done it; I had completed 100 miles and relentlessly endured the physical perseverance and emotionally challenges faced.
Why did I do it? My fellow ultra friends will comment belt buckle but its more than that. My favorite quote goes "What you get by achieving your goals is not important as who you become". You begin with life's dreams and goals in your mind then work to build a successful life in the present, one day at a time. In our daily life, we are creatures of habit and routine and you will need to use self discipline to build positive rituals that support full engagement in the things that really matter and make conscious decisions to say no to the non-essentials that are not mission critical. Be deliberate about your decision making and similar to how I made the decision to press on from darkness to sunrise, don't just let your environment dictate your circumstances. Actions often reflect external pressures like wanting to sleep and not core values like wanting to finish. I am always amazed at what you can bring out of yourself when want something accomplished and have the will power to stick with it in the face of life's boundaries & obstacles to deliver results.
5x7 Folded Card
Thursday, September 8, 2011
I don't diet, I fuel my active lifestyle
Sunday, September 4, 2011
My Pine to Palm 100 TAPER
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
A Sharpened Mind Can Shape Our Bodies
How You Think Is Everything. Be Positive. Think success, not failure. Beware of a negative environment. There are two types of people, those who say I can’t and those who say I can. Don’t watch the game, be in the game. The will to peruse success in athleticism is not shared by the greater majority of our society so embrace it; you are different and represent that 1%. Following the herd is a sure way to mediocrity. Don't let other people or things distract you. Do not just cruise but challenge yourself to bring your A game and take performance to another level. Keep your head in the game.
Pursue Life’s Goals. Write down your specific goals and develop a plan to reach them. A reason to believe, even against poor odds, is enough to stay focused on reaching a successful outcome.
Take Action. Goals are nothing without action. Don't be afraid to get started. Just do it! Take responsibility. Be persistent. Be dependable. Be consistent. Address skill issues with training. Work hard. Success is a marathon, not a sprint. If things go well, look through the window for someone to praise; if things go bad look in the mirror to assess your own impact on the results and what you can do to correct it.
Learn to Analyze Details. Get all the facts, all the input. Learn through experience and learn from your mistakes. Ask a peer or a coach for meaningful feedback, explicit to understand exactly what you should do more of or less of. Commit to being the best at what you do, perfecting even the smallest task. Everything worth doing is worth doing well. Choose the discipline you are passionate about, go deep into what you choose and study, study, study sharing ideas and thoughts with your peers. Doing this homework is an acquired skill. Cherish not just the physical aspect but the intellectual dimension of our sport.
Manage your Time. We all have scheduling considerations in our lives. Family, health, work, climate, hobbies, social involvement, church - you name it, they all influence our daily decision making on where you spend your time. Evaluating your triathlon objectives within this context is a very deliberate act that each of us must undertake. Balancing all these considerations is a two way street – both triathlon and the non-triathlon commitments have needs for your time. Things work out really well when there are many points of intersection between the two. Conversely, it isn't always a happy story when the two lack alignment. Frequently, there is a frustrated and overwhelmed athlete in the middle of these moments. If you find yourself in that moment, step back and do the analysis. What are your most important considerations in your life? What environment gives me the best chance to line up all these priorities? Which considerations am I most ready to sub-optimize to preserve another? The formula is different for each of us. In fact, the formula may be different for each of us at different times in our lives. My message is very simple, be deliberate about your decision making and don't just let your environment dictate your circumstances. We all have the freedom of choice, just be deliberate about the choices you make. There is no doubt that a good athlete carefully looks for time management opportunities and deliberately plans where he wishes to spend his limited resources.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Kings Canyon Rae Lakes Loop 8/20/2011
The Rae Lakes Loop is a back country trail in the Sequoia and Kings Canyon national park. The loop is 42 miles long, and climbs from 5035' at the trailhead to 11,978' at Glen Pass.
Thursday, August 18, 2011
My friend Scott Nelson
Great Monday Morning VTC!I wanted to discuss a few points on downhill riding. Descending a hill at speeds of 30-40 mph can get quite precarious. Add in oncoming cars, narrow roads and loose gravel and you have yourself a tough situation. You must stay aware and cautious at all times. You should always be looking ahead; looking for turns in the road, oncoming cars, rough road, and/or other cyclists. Don't ever let your mind wonder on fast downhills, be in the moment and conscious of what you are doing. Hands should be on the brakes, slightly pumping them when you need to make a turn or slow down. Don't just hit one brake or the other, use both of them to aide in better decrease of speed. Be ready because cars do not look out for cyclists. Oncoming cars can be coming around a corner at high speeds, be ready! Communicating with other cyclists is crucial. "Car Back!" "Car Up!" "Gravel in the road!" There is no such thing as too much talking when on the bike with others. Remember, safety is first when we are out there on our bikes. If you are by yourself and wear headphones, keep the volume very low so you can hear what is going on around you. If you are with a group, headphones should be left at home. This becomes a dangerous situation when you wear headphones and are with a group.Let's continue to have fun out there. Be careful, safe and keep working!
Sunday, May 22, 2011
The Fresno Classic Century & Half Marathon
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Born to Run 100K
When was the last time you did something for the first time? On Saturday May 14, 2011 I did my first 100K (62 miles), the Born to Run ultra. Here is my race recap to tell my story about the challenges I experienced and some lessons to remember.
I'm relentless in my pursuit to prove to myself there is nothing I can't do. I embrace the 'I can' attitude. Endurance events are just as much of a mental game as a physical one so choose your mantra and stay driven. My mantra, Relentless Hickey!
Signing up for an event keeps you disciplined and the specifics of eating and exercising will almost automatically follow from taking the event you commit to seriously. Given the date on your calendar to work toward, you know you've got to give 100 percent effort into training and do everything you can to get yourself ready. Its not that you wouldn't like to watch sports, drinking beer on the couch, it's just not important enough to make this trade off if you want to be active and participate in the game yourself. I thrive on setting a goal for an event then looking at every single detail to help get me to the finish line. On race day it's a test of my own assumptions for success.
I've read a lot of advice and there is no cookie cutter recipe for success. Everyone has a plan until they get punched in the face. What separates those who succeed from those who DNF is what you do when you get punched in the face. Doing a 100K, it's just a matter of time until you hit the wall or something does not go your way so get ready for when the inevitable occurs because its how you respond in that moment that counts. When you reach that extreme state of fatigue you have to dig deep, reach inside and push through the obstruction.
The ultra experience is more of a primal state. The story may be told similar to how Alice in Wonderland chases the rabbit or Jack Sparrow visits Davy Jones Locker. You dip into a trance and stay there for a long time. At the start of the race on the first mile, I literally fell into my own rabbit hole.
I was running directly behind a group and landed in a hole up to my calf throwing me flat on my side. I picked myself up and recalled what the race director said, take responsibility for yourself. I stood up and decided to stop running behind people so I ran toward the front of the group to sort things out and luckily, came out unscratched. That was the start of my trance where I became acutely self aware. Self aware to make sure I felt ok, self aware of my own pace, self aware of each footstep on the rough trails, self aware of my surrounding environment, etc. The state of Davy Jones Locker has begun and I'd be there for an epic 11 hours 41 min.
After the first lap, I took of my shirt and ditched the ipod. Running through the grass fields you can let your hands down by your side and feel your fingertips brush through the grass as you navigate the
single track. When the wind picks up, you can take a deep breath and enjoy the clean ocean air. Its going to be a long day with the pendulum going between the primal states of thrive and survive so when
you have that runners high its time to milk the experience while it last. For me, it lasted for 55 miles, I could not believe it. For 55 miles I felt like I could run forever. Then on the ridge sometime after mile 55 I ran out of water so the last 7 miles were like hitting the wall trying to deal with catching back up on hydration.
Your body starts with about 2,000 calorie reserves so the first two hours of the endurance event primarily spend the calorie reserve you started with. Between hours two and three, most people hit the wall
you often hear described in the marathon which is when you have burned through these calories. Track kids who don't pay attention to this can rock a 5K, 10K or even a half marathon but blow up on the marathon and beyond. So during an ultra event, you have to execute a nutrition plan to stay ahead of the curve. For me, I don't wait until the 2,000 calories I started with depletes and work toward replenishing my tank with a Gatorade and Gew every 5 miles. If I was able to consume this the entire race I would but at some point you literally get sick of the sugary concentrate. Diluted Gatorade and water taste a lot better toward the end of the race but you'll need to factor in how water flushes out your sodium so salt tablets at each aid station become a must. Real food also settles your stomach down so I had a nice hot grilled cheese sandwich, cantaloupe and a red bull for lunch which kept me going. Crazy but you also need to monitor how often you pee as a sign of keeping hydrated.
A crew can also help you succeed during an ultra by serving as a pacer and monitoring your nutrition. During the miles I'm familiar with, I actually served as the pacer and reminded my friend Scott to fuel because he must have skipped aid earlier in the race and was trying to catch up. After I helped him along the way on his nutrition issue, he returned the favor and helped me re-hydrate and pace last 7 miles when I needed it. We both went through cycles between thrive and survive and partnering up to be each others pace & nutrition crew we achieved more than I would be able to accomplish alone.
The impact this event has on my life is the realization that sometimes we need that punch in the face to overcome the inertia of your normal routine. I can't wait to hit training with my whole new perspective. And yes, the ultra belt buckle 100M 24hrs will be a future endeavor because I'm going to need that buckle to hold my pants up after all this running, ha!
Monday, May 2, 2011
2011 AVIA Wildflower Triathlon
I arrived at Lake San Antonio on Thursday to set up the Visalia Triathlon Club campsite. This included setting up 5 tents and roping off space for 5 RV's for friends arriving the following day. We scored a prime campsite location including game day lounge seating at the half way point of the run course. Camp set up was followed by packet pick up and an interview with the director of TriCal TV.
On Friday, I woke up with real bad allergies leading to a head ache. Fortunately, this went away after taking allergy medication and acclimating to the environment. This is exactly why I come one day early so that I have time to adjust. Racing in a new location, your body will respond better if you acclimate and give yourself time to settle in. On Friday afternoon, everyone arrived at camp and I took the bus to the race expo, bringing along plenty of fluid & fruit to stay fueled. At the expo, I entered my name in a drawing (won a Polar RS300 watch) purchased some local wine labeled Wildflower (for Grandma who's babysitting back home) and meet Ben Greenfield (the endurance nutrition expert).
Race night you can't expect much sleep because you'll either be excited with pre-race jitters or the noise will keep you awake as cars pull into the campsite through the night. Fortunately, I had a great night sleep on Thursday and got plenty of relaxation during my taper week. Game day I woke up early for my cup of coffee and there's something about a morning campfire to make you feel like your going into battle. By the time everyone else awoke, I was in race day uniform including helmet prancing around a blazing campfire with music and all to awaken the fire in me, ha! Going down Lynch hill with the triathlon backpack on and people all around on amazing bikes you can just feel that incredible vibe the magic this event brings.
After setting up transition, I had time to warm up and watch the pro's. I love the fact that these guys will suffer the same elements (hot weather, cold water temp, headwinds, etc). They lead by example when they kick off the race in the first wave to show us age groupers how it's really done. One of my favorite mantras goes along these same lines, 'shut up and ride'.
On the swim, I line up in front and enjoy the entry as everyone elbows for space. I'm comfortable in the water and enjoy contact sports. I stayed on the heels of the former high school/college swimmers as long as I could then did my best to navigate past the age groups who started in the waves in front of us. Personally, I find the swim does not test my max speed as much as it tests my navigational skills. I had a decent swim time and certainly had more fun than those in my way.
Things are looking good through T1 as I make my way out on the bike. My bike strategy was to conserve on the first hill then attack the 5 rollers that followed leading into mile 10 then max out on the aero section of the course for the next 30 miles. Overall, I played the bike course exactly as planned, conserving on both major hills and attaching on everything else. However, I came in just over my 3 hour bogie but given the massive headwinds it was on par for what I had expected to achieve. Toward the end of the course, we had a training partner reunion as Monte overtook me followed by us both overtaking Josh Polk. Yes, I did give Josh Polk the inevitable ass smakin' as I rode by which I had established as a training partner tradition our first year on the course. It worked and woke him up to finish the bike leg with me strong as we entered T2 together.
Out of the run gate at T2 my training partner Josh Polk took off given running is his strength. I employed some sound running strategy advice; 'keep him in your sights'. The first half of the run course includes the grueling hills and with each turn, it took everything in me to ensure he was still visible on the horizon. At the half way point on the run, there was my sanctuary, the Visalia Triathlon Club campsite with everyone there cheering. Its funny how the return on investment in people works and the karma coming back to me at this particular moment was more than I would have expected. Running through my camp triggered the negative split in me and my pace completely transformed into that second wind that just makes your race. Landon paced me and gave me my split, 5 minutes behind Polk. It was on and I kindled the motivation to grind up the hill knowing a long descent through the team in training campsite area was to follow. This move paid dividends and I caught Polk about mile 11. The two of us proceeded to pace to Lynch Hill where I found that 'extra gear' at the end of the race to bring it home. The finish line was lined with people, yelling and screaming and feeling good I simulated a slam dunk on the finish line clock. The best thing about today is how good I felt after, not injured or run down like the prior year and I'm so looking forward to keeping my #1 focus to stay consistent on a marathon training plan to work toward qualifying for Boston which in turn will also help me at the Vineman full end of year.